Holy shit. You just reminded me that I used to be one of the people documenting and updating the wiki for MyPaint. You’re 100% right.

Maybe I should try doing something like that again, start small and use the process of the documentation to help me learn and engrain stuff rather than flailing around trying to implement it from scratch.

Huh. I like this idea.

I don’t know you, but I hope things get better for you. I’ve been in that pit more times than I can count. Nothing I can say will pull you out. So, give yourself a big hug and take what time you need. Wishing you well.